the pain inside

i sit everyday, well these days.. wondering if i made a mistake.. or if i'm right.. wondering doesnt help at all.. so i seek answers.. then i learnt that people arent really who you think they are.. friends whom you think will stick by your side help you, did not.. so i had new friends that actually help and became besties.. if your heart is not at a calm state.. let it out.. keeping it n will never solve anything.. if its meant to be then it is.. if its not then.. something better is on its way.. be patient.. these are the words i hated at one point of my life.. i felt as if they are just words.. but iif you really put a thought to it.. its real and true.. waiting isnt really ideal.. but waiting and knowing what to do is way better and just sitting around blindly.. seek answers from the people who truly loves and understands.. at one point of life you have to give up the one you truly want and love for something else.. as someone close to once before always said: ENDURE!! loose one to get one.. so think of it as... you're loosing something for a better one.. it applies to almost anything.. if you feel like crying, cry your heart out.. but.. think of yourself too..  one lifetime is all you have.. make the most of it.. 

smile though your heart is aching.. it'll pass
everyone goes through it.. you;re never alone..