its been a month since i've blogged.. i finally have inspiration.. alot has happened in a months.. its been more than 3 months since i spoke to *.. just started talking.. but everyone thinks i'm ok.. but i'm not.. coz the things * tells me hurts and i'm still trying to learn to cope with it.. i can only pray for a sign.. and how that i can see it.. i'm trying to be as positive as possible.. though in this month it has been hard i thank God for exams a chance to stop me from thinking about the hurt.
first off.. i out my song writing on hold for a little while..that was the beginning of the month.. just caught up with it.. wrote 2 in 2 days..
second.. just finish three weeks of stressful exams... that was a load off
third.. keeping my mind off things by drowning myself with work.. studying.. helping around here and there.. like making 100 name tags hand written.. yeah not that wise but it helps..
fourth.. camp was great! its our last so i'll be missing everyone.. but i believe as we part there will always be a time where we will meet again..
lately alot of people are hurting me and pissing me off.. i try to ignore them.. with God's help i hope i can..
question.. when you see me do i look sad? though i'm smiling?
people keep telling me that i look sad.. burdened.. maybe i am..
i dont know.. my good friend keeps telling me to live life for myself..
and so i'll try.. i'll try to be the main character of my life now..
and lastly i thank God for the people he has brought in my life to allow laughter in my life after one is gone.
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