wonders

i just dont understand why people these days are so freaking shallow.. mean.. and a whole load of other things!! i wish there was a back door to escape the reality... is it true that people can change so drastically in hours? without cause or reason?? even if the reason is so small?? i refused to believe coz deep down i know that people dont change they discover and adapt.. right or wrong.. depends on the matter.. talking behind;s people;s back is just plain rude coz you wouldnt want the same thing happening to you.. if its a good thing that you;re saying then say it out loud.. i just wish i could find my happy place again... coz right now i only feel loneliness... though my friends are around me.. i still want that special someone.. someone that makes you feel that you can be free.. and you dont have to worry.. in his arms all troubles fade away... is it really impossible?? too much to ask?? all i have right this moment are confusion.. and unanswered prayers and questions..